Hi everybody!
After thinking about it for awhile, I thought I should write a diary for my liposuction journey so that it is more real for myself.. haha..
A little background about me is I am just an ordinary girl trying to look her best when she has some... I guess a lot of complexes.
I'm not fat.. I'm about 158cm weighing 53 kg. I go up to 55kg and down to 52kg depending on the season and depending if my friends call me up for some buffet or not..
I actually like myself a lot at 48kg and that is the lowest I have ever went to. My highest weight was when I was in the states which was 61kg.
I actually had an eating disorder and might still have it now but not as bad as before. I went on and off with diet pills such as phentermine to the point that even if I have phentermine alone it will not work anymore so the doctor has to mix other meds to enhance the phentermine's effect.
Please don't judge me. I did and am still struggling but then I realized I should just be thankful... damn.. this sounds so contradicting haha..
I love food. That is my weakness. Sweet, sour, salty.. All of them.. Hot and cold.
Anyway, I had liposuction a few days ago on September 25th. I know liposuction will not decrease the number on the scale and I am ready for that truth. The moment before I went into surgery room I weigh 54kg and I am expecting a few cc should be taken out after the surgery. I am not expecting to be... maybe snsd.. But at least when I wear dresses, sleveless and also shorts or skirts I will look.. a bit better than before...
I read horror stories about liposuction and decided I will never have it ever in my life.. but then there are blogs uploaded by people that have similar thigh and arms as me and the result looks amazing.. I just had to be 53kg and be pretty right? That's a done deal.
I will definitely write a diary like day 1, etc and post pictures so please stay tuned!
